Creation

So I finished the chapbook I promised Mathias last semester. I keep looking at it in awe of myself. It's totally not a big deal and Mathias is the only person with a copy, but I made something. I made something and I put it out into the world. I get it now. I always said I wasn't that interested in publishing, but I get it now.

Kind of like how new parents seem to spend a lot of time staring at red, not terribly attractive infants completely in awe of this thing they've created. I'm sure my awe will wear off once it starts screaming thru the night and throws up on me a couple times.

I want this.